I would guess that what everyone searches for is ultimately, happiness. I have been thinking about this long and hard. What would make me happy?
I think each and every year this list changes. For the last few years, I used to feel like having my own child would make me happy. But I do not think that is on my list anymore. Yes, yes I am still trying, but it is almost an afterthought and not really expecting success.
I used to be a very happy person and I forgot why it was that I was happy.
It seems to me like life has become this daze and each day keeps blending into the next. Once is a while I think about just leaving to go and live in the Caribbean and open a Jet Ski rental place. I though that this was funny in its own way, even when I run off somewhere, I think about opening a business there.
But I have too much responsibility and I cannot simply leave.
Don't get me wrong here, I am not sad either. But that feeling of pure happiness is missing.
Is this normal and does everyone think like I do?
